I never expected it to feel like this. Although I’m not sure what I really expected it to feel like.
I know I never expected it to be achy and heavy and all-consuming. My heart literally hurts when you’re not around which, in a long distance relationship, is too often.
But my heart also hurts when I do see you. When I do talk to you. I have never had these feelings before, never felt love like this for anyone, anything.
It makes me scared of losing you. Scared of ever living a life without you.
But it also makes me excited and so fucking happy.
I never knew I could love someone like I love you. But I do. And it’s wonderful.